Impending doom

     I've not exactly had a chance to discuss in all the ways i'm bat shit crazy, but today presented an opportunity to shed light on only one of the many.  Unfortunately, due to my insanity, i do not work.  I struggle daily to function on the most fundamental levels.  I have no definitive diagnosis, but I am seeking disability currently. I've had problems my entire life with people.  I constantly think they're talking about me, and when I go into public it's as if the walls are closing in on me.  If it weren't for my husband, I don't think I could manage.  Anyways, alas I digress.  Because I fail as a human being, we lack funds.  Today we were able to get a food box, but the entire time we were there all I wanted to do was turn, hit the door, and continue running until I was far far away from all the eyes.  I managed the food box and a book store, and made it safely home.  After some liquid nerve killer, today's events are shrinking into perspective.  So, Cheers to all of my over anxious, depressed, confused, anti-social, and yes even my fully functional brethren and sisters. :D